when you think you can not go on without him
when he calls you get a high, whenyou see him you feel that everything is going to be ok, you consider, being the women, the wife, the mother, that holds it all together, even when you know when he is not lying next to you he is with another. You pretend that it will all be ok, you pretend he will always come home to you. you pretend that it really is not happening.
